The Invisible Love with the Nonexistent

Nabila Rahman: It happens with me all the time & in fact it happens with all of us! People I love with all my heart become non existed to my reality. Some are dead; some are alive but non-existed! But the understanding the idea of unconditional love came to my mind long after they all gone; that love becomes immortal when it's incomplete! And there are many kind of pain incorporated: mental pain where you might feel headache in your head for some time whenever you will feel them & realise they are gone forever.   It has heartaches pain when the neurones functions distorted way. Sometimes the pain is so intense that you feel physical pain in your back spinal cord. But when you feel all these pain & no medicines incorporated to cure them fully; on that moment you suddenly starts to heal!   You start to recall the sweet memories with the person; the love you both shared together; the music which had memories of that person; the holy place where you used to meet or had any incidents; the things you shared suddenly become so vintagely valuable. At some point you also start to accept the unacceptable things of the loved ones even how nasty or ugly it used to seem at certain time! The love becomes more deep & intense as the clock ticking & days goes by.   When you lost the person you love, the part of your cell starts to die too and another cells multiplied! At some point you feel you are healing when the pain of their nonexistence becomes sweet; you know pain is the fuel of life; no pain no gain; and some pains are so sweet! For say, you loved everything about the person but living with those sweet memories & not seeing the person at the same time & far from interfering reality, when you can feel the intensity - that pain is so sweet! You can even live with the momories of that sweet pain till you die! If some tears shaded, those are sacred water came from the deepest ocean of your eyes. It is the incomplete story of the incomplete love that becomes immortal even after when you die.   Nabila Rahman BS Environmental Science (NSU), PGDMS (UK)